my poor baby

Yesterday I applied the flea drops on my six month old kitten and in about 5 hours she could not stand up straight and she had her ears laying funny and her eyes were very strange looking. I then called the vet and they stated that the flea drops had poisened her and that she mostly was not going to make it through the night. I then gave her a bath as quick as I could and by the end of the bath she was laying in the tub twitching with her mouth open, it was the worst thing I have ever seen I couldn’t handle it. I then called the emergency vet and we brought her in and it was going to cost us just to start out over $500.00 and it was going to go up. We do not have that kind of money so we had to surender her to the vet hoping that they would not put her to sleep and that she would be okay. That was the worst day of my life I cried all night long all I could do is think of her she was my baby she followed me every where I went. Even when she was so sick, I feel like I failed her. She needed me so bad and I am the one who hurt her by putting the flea drops on her, I feel like I will never forgive myself for doing that to her, even though I didn’t make those toxic drops. I am the one that she needed and I might have killed her by applying those drops to her. I miss her so bad why did this have to happen to me. I want my baby back.

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